| Vehemence |

i thought what we had could last forever.

im trying to reach 1,000 plays on my music myspace before i hit the recording studio so if you want to check out my music go to www.myspace.com/viviansaboda yes this is a shameless plug.

love it? hate it? tell me vsinkorswimv on aim.

My name is Vivian. I'm a freshman at Belmont University in Nashville, TN. And I love it.

Spent today moving in then hung out with my roommate, matt, jeff, and family. So fun.

Classes start Wednesday.

- red epiphone slasher guitar. decent condition. have pictures. selling CHEAP.
great guitar for beginners/collectors

- blue squier strat w/ frontman 15g amp. it was part of a squier set. included are strap and gig bag. ***GREAT GUITAR FOR BEGINNERS*** and its in very good condition. If you have a little brother/sister who wants to pick up guitar this is a good one to start out with.

-- GREAT CONDITION -- Nintendo ds lite w/ (or without) trauma center, final fantasy XII (i think,) and animal crossing. please be reasonable with your offers, I could get at least $50 for the ds from resellers and the games are about 20 each (used) at game stop. Also have the charger for it. Less than 10 hours of game play on this device.

-Savannah Monitor Lizard with large aquarium, heat lamps, and accessories. Very good temperament. Serious inquiries only. I HAVE TO GET RID OF MY LIZARD BEFORE I AM FORCED TO TAKE HIM TO THE ASPCA....

-- Also have a NES and 5-6 games i'd be willing to part with if someone wants to buy it. Let me know. I reaaaaallly am low on cash and don't have a job set up yet because I don't know my class schedule.

If you're interested talk to me on aim - vsinkorswimv
or email me vivianelise@tmail.com
I really have to sell these things so I have some money before I move...

I'm moving August 13th to Nashville, Tennessee.

www.vivianelises.blogspot.com

I just read my old live journal and became really nostalgic. No seriously, 2005-2007 was really fun. I appreciate almost everyone from that era of my life, ha ha.
I miss all my old friends.

Such is life! I'm excited to move to Nashville. Excited for a new chapter.
I will NOT be coming back to South Florida... most likely, seeing as my mom is going to move to North Carolina. Hang out with me while you can.

aim - vsinkorswimv
new tmail, by the way - vivianelise@tmail.com

it's not a con. it's real. last month TWLOHA actually got a check from this. everytime this image is viewed money is donated to my cause. pretty sweet right?

life is weird.
i use blogspot more.
if you want it, ask.

I see you in everything. You're all around me.

Belmont University '12
I'm so excited.
10 days of high school left.
"Prom" 5/10 (or is it the 9th? close enough)
Texas 5/21-27
Graduating may 30th, 2008


(oh yeah, and about that fickle thing... it won't go away and it's getting worse.)

15 days of high school left.

waiting for an acceptance letter...

I'm so fickle.
I'm a terrible friend.
I'm hurting people who care about me the most.

but at the same time i'm happy. i'm really messed up, right?

the past two days have really ruled. i like getting to know new people, especially ones in the industry i plan on going into. hopefully roadtripping to orlando thursday for the set your goals show to hang out with my new friends in Lydia and Armor For Sleep. Sweet brag right bro? whatever, don't care.


im not going to write the same old repetative cryptic message today. obviously i feel strongly about some things and it isn't going to change so i need to just grin and bear it.

16 days of highschool left
summer term at belmont if it works out

what are we, anyway? is it bad that i have to question that with a few people?

and why can't i get you out of my mind. two people, actually. it's terrible!

im failing 4/5 classes due to absences. i have 19 days of high school left. time to cram and make up for lost study time.

i got into UA apparently without even applying. its beautiful there. a good back-up school if my first choice doesn't work out!

I want to tell you how sorry I am. You will probably read this. I hope you know it is for you.

Living is fun.

Spring break starts tomorrow (er, today) at 1:23pm.

Hang out with me Wednesday/Thursday/Friday/Saturday. I'm going to be in Alabama/Nashville from the 23-30.



And if anyone seriously knows how to get a dreamless sleep please tell me. I know eating certain foods causes dreams but this is getting intense.

seriously, every crime and stereo song off their new CD blows my mind every single time.


i like losing friendships over nothing. over opinions. once again i'll say we had a good run.

i can't wait for college. meeting new people. getting away from most of the people here.

This is when I stop being miserable and move on.

We had a nice run.

i just wrote the saddest letter of my life.